a little letter

For Kiara,

I'm sorry.

I've been sitting with how I acted, and I don't like the version of me you saw. You didn't deserve that — not the tone, not the silence, not the carelessness.

Even though it's only been two days of us talking, you've already made my days softer. You're patient with me in a way I don't always remember to be patient with myself, and I took that for granted. That's on me, not you.

I'm not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I'm asking you to let me show you, slowly, that I heard you. That I'm actually listening this time.

One more chance. That's all I'm asking for.

Here's what I'll do differently

  • Listen first. React second.
  • Say the soft things out loud, not just think them.
  • Show up — in the small moments, not only the big ones.
  • Hold space for your feelings without making it about me.

Will you give me one more chance?